Galactic Federation Update for 4 May 2010 by Sheldan Nidle
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1 Cauac, 2 Moan, 5 Caban
Greetings! We come again with much to discuss with you. The old reality structures of your world are crumbling, and because these structures constitute the foundations of your realm, their destruction threatens everything that you have come to trust and believe in on your world. This process can easily be perceived going on around you and foreshadows what is about to happen. Our Earth allies are in the last phase of an endgame that has gone on for far too long. The dark is using every last trick to maintain its nefarious creations. We are monitoring closely what these dark ones intend to do, and although their magic is swiftly fading, they are still intent upon not giving up. We continue to meet with their puppet governments to install some sense into these arrogant leaders’ heads. Meanwhile, the disintegration proceeds at an ever-greater pace and is reaching a point of no return. All the negative financial schemes begun in the past few decades are now proving to be the dark’s undoing as it tries in vain to sustain these unviable underpinnings. A fundamental change in your reality is now truly inevitable.
While all this works itself out, Mother Earth is keeping to her time schedule. She dearly wishes you to become fully conscious and allow her to complete her own vast transformation. At present, her realm is divided in two: an outer, limited-conscious 3-D surface realm; and an inner, much-longed-for 5-D world. Merging these two realms is of utmost importance to her, which is why she now warns the surface dwellers to heed her and get on with their transformation. She longs for and needs you to return to your 5-D fully conscious state, which can now easily and swiftly be attained. To this end, the Agarthan ruling council has upped the number of its personnel imbedded in the surface world, and these envoys emphasize this need to everyone they encounter. They come to observe, as well as to nudge their surface cousins to spread the fact that a huge change is coming and that it is wonderful! Your awakening is bringing out a more activist mode in the Agarthans and they are determined to “light a fire” on the surface that can burn away the manipulation that prevents a true, quiet revolution from happening.
Networks exist in your societies which are oriented toward replacing the present financial and political systems with more community-based banking and political groups that can help their respective communities grow and prosper. These networks are communicating with each other, creating organizations that are ready to join our Earth allies. These groups possess people-power capabilities that are essential for transforming your reality. When grassroots begin to interact with those seeking drastic reform, a movement takes form whose power is unlimited. However, it is essential that these movements remain peaceful yet able to make their points clearly and decisively. Our Earth allies welcome these developments as they attest to the rising tide of a new global reality. This upwelling energizes local communities and makes it possible for many to regain hope and envision what is needed for their communities and for the world. This is the energy that the Agarthans are encouraging and using to manifest a new reality.
Mother Earth is encouraged by what the Agarthans are doing, and as the dark grip on your world continues to slip, we too are sending our personnel into this fray. It is vital that there exist in your societies organizations that can both support and accurately communicate what is happening once the major government shift happens. It is one thing to create change; it is quite another to do so successfully. We watched the way the Anunnaki throughout the ages caused endless catastrophes such as wars, pestilence, and mass hatred, and saw how these divided you with ease, to the point where you were conditioned to believe that this was how the world worked. But now, you are being asked to accept as normal the peace, prosperity, and Love that Heaven is about to bestow on you. These gifts are part of the prelude to our mass arrival on your world. Then we can begin the process of transforming you from limited to full consciousness. These final, exhilarating steps will of course be carried out in conjunction with the people of Inner Earth.
What we are talking about is a revolution of consciousness. This bears no relation to nations and nationalism, but is about ending the barriers that prevent people from talking freely to each other and getting hold of resources that enable the potential within each of you. When we look at you we see a people who are starting to recognize this vast inner potential. This is why it is necessary to have you look beyond your Earth-bound xenophobia and to see yourselves as part of a humanity that spans the galaxy. As you do this, the petty worries that now engulf you evaporate. A new self-image is born, which includes the rubric of universal unity. This concept of unity relies on a full intuitive confirmation that you are indeed changing and that you are part of a greater whole. When you see our ships in the skies above you, know that we recognize you as our beloved brothers and sisters!
This movement toward unity is both a consciousness and a reality shift. As we often reiterate, every human lives in a reality which they, to a certain degree, help to forge. This reality is flexible. It can raise or lower its general base frequency according to the requirements of its sentient inhabitants, and these shifts are overseen by Heaven and the divine plan. In our 5-D reality the same rules prevail. One of our roles here is to be a catalyst for profound consciousness change, and over the millennia we have done this is in an indirect way. Now, we are required to go into direct mode. First contact is being encouraged by a number of people in the higher echelons of government and we are in a position to help you create the foundations for a new reality. This new reality is close, and events that are starting to manifest will rapidly transform the world you know.
Mother Earth is working diligently to raise her frequencies to the point where this great transformation can take place. The various tectonic plates that comprise her surface world are moving continuously toward a “locking position.” This has caused many 7+ earthquakes to occur in the last five years, and these larger quakes are on the upswing. Volcanism is likewise increasing, and the recent Eyjafjallajokull flair-up in Iceland is only part of a chain of events that includes eruptions in the Mediterranean, the Pacific, and the Indian Oceans. Everywhere, these mostly seabed eruptions are changing the environment. Mother Earth is determined to prove to you that this reality is to transform into something much better. This new world is based on changing you all back into fully conscious Beings of Light!
Just as your planet is changing so too are you. Many of you are now feeling the aches and pains associated with your new heart, thymus, diaphragm, and head chakras. These changes are causing back pain as myriad new nerve networks are activated. In most cases, these changes are simply reactivations of parts of you that became dormant as you moved into limited consciousness. What you can do is call forth your visualizing ability to lessen the stress and pain that at times racks your body. These disorders can take the form of headaches, memory loss, listlessness, and sleeplessness. Apply your inner potential and use whatever self-healing technology is available to you, and joyfully keep in mind the wonderful goal behind all this!
Today, we looked at how the Earth is moving toward a resolution of the strange dichotomy in her dimensional make-up (3-D surface v. 5-D inner realm), and at how networks in your society are forming organically to support the great changes that are imminent. Know, dear Ones, in your Heart of Hearts that the countless Supply and never-ending Prosperity of Heaven are indeed Yours! So Be It! Selamat Gajun! Selamat Ja! (Sirian for Be One! and Be in Joy!)
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May 5, 2010 am31 8:33 am
I always appreciate these messages, they are uplifting, and I would agree that I do see strong indications of groups trying to pull together albeit at times not knowing where to put their focus – and the reactivation symptoms ring true..however… it is getting so frustrating hearing “soon” “very soon” “imminent” “getting very close”
some of us have been marching this road for a very, very long time – “first wavers” I believe we are called – and we are getting extremely battle weary…… each day is agonizing.
May 5, 2010 am31 8:56 am
1 Eve- I threw my back out last week. I could barely walk. This week we are all suffering from major allergies. Like Hay fever. I hurt from my head to my toes. I wake up in a sweat. My ears itch, my throat hurts. My head hurts. Some how I am happy though. It is weird. I am starting to see more blotches of colors. I keep seeing yellow and blue mainly. I love Sheldan’s messages. Sheldan, if you read this, can you ask the GF why we have to wait for prosperity before we can ascend? If the earth changes are imminent then do we really have time to change the whole financial system of the world? Does anyone know the answer to this? I love Sheldan but I just don’t understand. Please advise. Thanks.
May 5, 2010 am31 2:28 pm
May 5, 2010 am31 5:45 pm
Bravehearts: It will surely be interesting when the truth of the Controllers/Anunnaki comes to light. I rather believe that some people will be rather pissed….The answer will be found in NOT matching the denser energies with a vengeful attitude….that will not be easy for many. This will be yet another opportunity for us to speak out in love…
May 5, 2010 am31 6:35 pm
i never have any symptoms whatsoever except sleepiness and a ocasional jolt of electricity run trough my body other than that almost nothing.on a side note a few messages back they said the exact same thing in this message and in the other one its getting old real fast.
May 5, 2010 am31 6:45 pm
5-Jacob, I keep feeling the electricity. It feels like my cell phone is vibrating but my phone is not on vibrate. Do you watch that show V? If so, does it make you think negatively toward E.T.s? My kids say “No.” I’m in South Austin so let me know if you see anything in the skies and I’ll do the same. My girls went to that rodeo/fair recently and they swore they saw a UFO.
4-Laurinda- You put out a positive vibe. We sure can use it.
I feel drained………….
May 5, 2010 am31 7:30 pm
i made my mom not watch that show. and the closest i will ever be to watching that show is commercials.
May 5, 2010 am31 8:11 pm
Sassy123456: Bless your heart, I have found that these days if I try to keep myself in the NOW moment, I don’t become so drained…If I worry about the future or regret the past, that will surely drain me. So my sister, keep it current and then you will be keepin’ it real. I also take great comfort in knowing that there are a heck of alot of fine people in this world, that when push comes to shove, they will step up to the plate and do the right thing. Personally, I think this blessed human race is “wired” that way, and I am honored to serve here at this most wonderous time in Earth’s history. Blessings to you and yours!
May 6, 2010 am31 4:45 am
Tuesday, 04 May 2010 17:01
Earth Quake Predictions always make me nervous but do I not post it and not help prepare if it does happen. Or do I post it and then help people prepare in case it does happen I choose to air on the side of caution! Cheers Tami
The psychic abilities which Star Seed adults and Star Kids have can
Often be put to social benefit.
An outstanding example of this is the remote-viewing work below which my
Close associates Wendi and Fran have been recently engaging in the past few
Days.
They have foreseen that about 9 days from now, there will be an enormous
9.2-magnitude Great Quake along a 1500-mile (2414 km) stretch of
North-central Mexico.
The Quake will be situated along the Sierra Madre Occidental, a very
Long ridge of mountains which forms the Continental Divide in much of Mexico
And is the defining mountain range of western north-central Mexico, (much
Like the Sierra Nevada mountain range is in California.)
That monster earthquake zone will extend from the US-MX Border at
Antelope Wells, New Mexico, southward past east of Hermosillo, and past east
Of Culiacan, loops around Durango, (the Epicenter area, as much as you can
Call this monster having an epicenter), and extends southward past Zacatecas
And down to where the Sierra Madre Occidental range crosses MX Hwy 70
(between Aguascalientes and San Luis Potosi), where the seismicity peters
Out according to my energy signature readings.
At 1500 miles (2414 km) long, this has to be one of the largest
Earthquake shaking zones on record. It exceeds the shaking zone of the
Largest earthquake in recorded history, the Great Chilean Quake of 1960 (9.5
Magnitude), whose shaking zone extended 840 miles north-to-south.
This upcoming Sierra Madre Occidental (SMO) Great Earthquake is of the
Same strength (9.2) as the Great Alaskan Quake of 1964, (second largest
Recorded), which caused land to move vertically 40 feet!
This Quake will also almost certainly cause large tsunamis in the Gulf
Of California, 300 miles (482 km) west of the Sierra Madre Occidental.
Across the Gulf of California from mainland Mexico, cities on the Baja
California Peninsula such as La Paz and Loreto could very well experience
Damaging tsunamis.
On the Mexican mainland near the Sierra Madre Occidental, there could be
Multiple ruptures in, or failures of, large dams with potential disastrous
Flooding of cities downstream. These include: Presas (Dams) Angostura,
Rodriguez, Alvaro Obregon, Mocuzari, Boquillo, Torreoncillos, Sanalona,
Calles, and Santos.
The mouth of the Colorado River at the northern end of the Gulf of
California experiences one of the highest tides in the world, about 33 feet
(10 meters). If in addition to the up-to-200-foot (61 meters) estimated
Wave-height tsunami action from the SMO Great Quake, the Quaker occurs when
There is a high tide in the Gulf of California, then it is conceivable that
A Super Tsunami exceeding 250 feet (76 meters) height could sweep up the
Colorado River and northward over the land to where it slopes down to the
Salton Sea (below sea level) in California, causing flooding. Cities in the
Path of any such potential wave action that might occur include Mexicali,
MX, and Calexico, El Centro and Brawley, CA.
The SMO Great Quake will not trigger an additional quake along
California’s San Andreas Fault. Rather, the damage in the southern region of
The San Andreas Fault will be due to its being nearer the northern end of
The SMO Great Quake, and thus receiving its share of the shaking, any land
Rising or subsidence, and tsunamis which will be caused by the Sierra Madre
Occidental Great Quake.
When I asked Fran how definite the Friday, May 14 date for the great
Quake is, she replied, “Depending on the circumstances of Gaia’s movements
It could very well be a day early or a day later.”
Thus, persons near the Sierra Madre Occidental range in Mexico and along
The Sea of Cortez/Gulf of California will want to maintain vigilance for
Earthquake and any resultant tsunami from Thursday, May 13 through Saturday,
May 15.
This very large earth movement is part of Gaia’s natural process of
Rebalancing and compensating for damage sustained. Thus it is not
Appropriate to mount any effort to stop it from occurring, (such as a Joint
Psychic Exercise).
But lightworkers can prepare to send healing and balancing energy to
Gaia in that zone, as well as prepare to send supportive energy to any
Persons affected by the Quake when it occurs.
I will be sending information about the Great Quake to U.S. Authorities,
With the request that they relay the advisement to their Mexican
Counterparts, so that they can make preparations.
In service,
Richard Boylan, Ph.D., COE
May 6, 2010 am31 4:46 am
Tuesday, 04 May 2010 12:35
Keeper of the Soul Keys by Lady Nada
– 02/05/10
My beloved friends, brothers and sisters of the Creator’s light, it is a glorious moment for me to connect with your energies in this way and I send praise to the Creator and your soul for the manifestation of this sacred space that we are now experiencing together. Allow your energies to soften, know that I come with love and the truth of the Creator in my heart as I connect and communicate with your energies.
I am Lady Nada, I am the chohan or overseer of the eighth ray of light known as a sea foam green colour and devoted to cleansing and purification. I am also a member of the Board of Karma assisting in many in resolving their negative actions. I hold the Goddess energy, emanating the Creator’s feminine energies to all with the purpose of bringing forth a balance between the feminine and masculine qualities of the Creator especially on the Earth. I have a strong connection with the Christ consciousness and I am the feminine aspect of Master Sananda/ Master Jesus and so assist in the spiritual education of all upon the Earth.
With many aspects and soul influences of the Creator held within my being I have a special ability of viewing the truth of the soul within all. This extends beyond understanding a person’s soul or comprehending their truth but allows me to see the origin of their soul, the purest form of the soul before complete integration with the Creator’s mighty soul. It is akin to viewing the first extension of an energy or soul from the Creator’s soul. This means that I gain a unique perspective of the person or their soul and their true goals, desires and qualities which extend even beyond Monad manifestation. It is because of my ability in recognising the purest source of truth and consciousness within a soul that I have been given the title of `Keeper of the Soul Keys’. This title implies that I hold the key that will allow you to unlock your soul, while there is some truth within this, I do not have a tool that will allow an instant release of your soul into your reality but hold wisdom, energy and consciousness that will allow a gradually understanding, connection and observation of the soul.
I dearly love to work with individuals to allow an expansion of their soul and to assist in their expression of their soul. Many individuals in the past have fondly called upon my energy to assist them with matters of the soul and so I have accepted a vast understanding of how one can reconnect with their soul and develop a manifestation that evolves from a place of pure purity within them. When a person calls upon my energy to assist them in beginning a connection with their soul then I will draw closely to their energy and channel my light deep into their being. This energy wave will consist of my soul light, the light of the eighth ray to cleanse all stagnant or negative thoughts and energies away, the Christ consciousness to anchor love and the highest vibration of Creator light that is appropriate for the individual. I will bathe the individual in this light for some time as purification and to allow the individual to become accustomed to my energies and presence. In many ways this process activates a deeper self realisation as much clutter is cleared allowing a greater sense of clarity to dawn.
As our energies begin to blend I will observe the very essence and truth of the person’s soul and may even communicate with the core energy of the person’s soul to understand the will and divine path that the soul wishes to enact on the Earth and on the inner planes. This for me is a sacred moment as it is akin to connecting with the Creator, as every person’s soul is an aspect of the Creator in manifestation. It is important for you to realise that even as you sit observing my communication, and you imagine the mighty Creator’s soul, you actually hold an aspect or element of the purest form of the Creator’s light within you but it is hidden by the distractions of your mind, emotions, personality and physical body.
It is in many ways protected or concealed until a time that you are ready to accept the Creator truth that exists within you. Everything that you manifest as, both positive and negative energies, originates from this pure energy of the Creator within your being, so for me it is extremely interesting to connect with your core soul energy and then see the choices, projections and interpretations that have manifested into your reality. This of course is not a true projection of your soul as your previous experiences, the beliefs that you have formed and your surroundings will have influenced the person and energy that you exist as today. One is always able to see the truth or the soul and also the goals that the soul wishes to overcome intertwining as ribbons through the physical reality and personality of an individual on the Earth.
When we are able to release the stains of the past and realign with the core energy of our soul then we are able to truly project the truth of our soul as a manifestation of every aspect of our being. Gaining an understanding that there is a source within you that is so pure and sacred and that everything flows and manifests from this source is a powerful realisation. When you then realise that everything that you are aware of, yourself, your personality, emotions, thoughts etc, are also an extension of your soul but have been in some way tainted then you begin to see a separation between your truth and your current existence. This separation is not necessary beneficial but it allows a greater comprehension of your energies and perspective now and all that is your truth. It is through the understanding of your current self that you create a path way of learning, discovery and connection back to your soul.
When I connect with the core energy of your soul I am able to see the path way or lessons that you may need to embark on in order to gain true alignment with your soul and to allow your soul to manifest without being tainted by different active aspects of your being or by those around you. With this understanding I am then able to guide and advise you appropriately in order to share with you the will of your soul.
It is my mission also to protect you and your soul as you follow a path of clearing, discovery and alignment. Protection, support and creating an environment of love is essential when wishing to connect with the sacred soul or Creator aspect within. These are key energies that I will assist you in gaining and manifesting in order to create a balance and harmony that allows the core soul energy to be noticed, respected and recognised by you as you exist in your reality.
I will also assist in allowing you to develop an understanding of the feeling and consciousness of your soul aiding the embodiment of your soul and the guidance of your soul.
When an individual calls upon my energies to help them with their alignment with their soul then I will work with them for a lengthy period of time as this practice is not something that can be grasped instantly and needs dedication and acceptance over time. Very often I will appear at different times in your spiritual growth to direct you along a certain path which will increase your alignment with your soul.
If you feel a connection with my energy then you may wish to use the following invocation to assist in our connection and to allow me to channel appropriate energy waves into your being over the coming week. In next week’s communication I will then assist you in calling on my energies to aid a further alignment and understanding of your soul as I have described in my communication.
`Lady Nada, I feel a strong desire within me to gain a deeper connection with my soul and the aspect of the Creator that is so pure and divine existing within my being. From the purity of my heart I ask you to assist and guide me in this process of clearing, realisation, awakening, discovery and alignment with my soul.
To begin this process of connection and alignment with my soul please channel your soul light, the eighth ray light, the Christ consciousness light and the Creator’s light deep into my being to raise my energy vibration, to increase the volume of light that I hold and to clear all unneeded energies from my entire being, thus manifesting a pure and clear outlook that promotes the presence of clarity within me. Allow me to experience your light pouring through my being now, when I affirm this invocation, when I sleep and at appropriate times throughout my day. I understand that the energy I receive will assist in my connection with you and prepare for my greater connection with my soul and sacred Creator aspect within me. Thank you and let it be. `
Let us embark on a journey of soul alignment together and as one,
I am Lady Nada
May 6, 2010 am31 1:24 pm
More than meets the eye…..
~As I’ve said in past posts, I strongly feel writing off the show ‘V’ as nothing more than fear based Illuminati propaganda is short sighted. Like EVERYTHING behind the veils of duality ‘V’ is also working on multidimensional levels, and as such it ultimately transcends dualistic thinking. I realize many are thinking I’m out of my mind here, but ‘V’ goes well beyond the cover story of “evil” aliens coming to destroy the “good” earthlings, and I feel it deserves closer examination. For one, given where we sit in the current time line, moving rapidly toward ascension and possible “real” First-Contact, ‘V’ being remade in 2010 is beyond provocative. And NOT just because of the fear based connotations. I mean, come on! The show is far from “scary.” On quick surface-viewing it doesn’t seem to have much more depth than an episode of ‘Days of Our Lives’. To call it “cheesy” certainly would not be an overstatement. Shit, in that respect it has remained incredibly loyal to the original series from the eighties. But is there more to it? You bet. Given the amount of what is now considered to be “common” knowledge (at least in Intergalactic/UFO circles) about the direct “negative” involvement of the Annunaki (Reptilians) in Earths true History, one would have to say that the original ‘V’ series was way ahead of it’s time. I mean take a closer look at the original ‘Land of the Lost’ if you don’t believe even the silliest of “shows” can have a deeper meaning. While you’re at it, you might as well rent John Carpenters ‘They Live’. But I digress; let’s get back to the “new” ‘V’. Sure, from one angle it can be seen as “negative,” seeming a hell of allot like a kind of biopic on the Annunaki/Dark Cabal’s ongoing agenda. You know the story, -a Reptilian race that has been deceiving mankind from behind the scenes for God knows how long. In the case of the show ‘V’ they do this more overtly by pretending to be humanoid. Both of these perspectives and many more have been clearly laid out in the works of Zacharia Sitchin and David Icke; and going even deeper, ‘The Bible’ and ‘The Emerald Tablets’. So is it really “bad” to have a show that presents a scenario where the first open “Contact” will be with “dark” aliens? Absolutely NOT! And frankly it’s not that far from the current situation we live under, it’s just that most people don’t know it. As they say, “reality is stranger than fiction,” and from my perspective shows like ‘V’ will help make digesting the “truth” a bit easier in a bizarre way. Getting the majority of the “sheeple” to understand the depth and weight of their true history is not going to be easy, and in the end it will have to be revealed through many avenues. As ridiculous as it may seem, ‘V’ is as valid a piece of the puzzle as any of the others being added to the big reveal of the Millenium. As we get closer to the Eschaton/Unity-Consciousness/Ascension, it is becoming clearer that NOTHING is what it seems. Everything is relative to ones perspective. Hell, take away the sinister elements of ‘V’, and the story line closely mirrors the information discussed daily on Galactic Messages: Massive ships reveal themselves around the globe. They announce they come in peace, heralding the beginning of a new age. They bring superior technology that can cleanse our planet. They have the ability to heal our bodies in miraculous ways… the list goes on and on. The more intriguing theme of the show for me is the human reaction. People quickly break into the camps of those that trust the visitors, and those that don’t. Would the actual event of huge ships suddenly decloaking provoke a different response? Remember, this division point IS the crux of the issue for those of us who still reside behind the shadows of duality. We have been lied to for so long that the “truth” has virtually lost it’s meaning. And you better believe that we need to be very careful who we place our faith in. As it stands now (for me at least), no matter who steps forward on the world stage in the game of “First Contact,” trust will still have to be earned. And all of the feel good scenarios laid out in countless sources have no real meaning without tangible evidence of “positive” intervention with our Galactic Brethren and Sistren. Aliens coming to cordon us off to inner Earth to individual light-chambers just aint gonna cut it Mr. Nidle. ~In the end (or beginning depending on how you see it) I am hoping there is going to be a kind of primal spiritual acknowledgment that face to face interaction with our Galactic neighbors will create. Who knows maybe a mass spontaneous Kundalini-Effect. An Intuitive-Knowing that has to be “lived” to be truly understood. A return to our belonging!!! If you ask me, the glory of this moment is right on the horizon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_X7SvvSgxM
~Inlakesh333
May 6, 2010 am31 5:43 pm
i almost snapped today after my whole table(we sit in table groups of 4people during 4th period)turned against me insulting me every which way for 30min 30whole fucking minutes and even my best friend started laughing at me….i was holding my pencil in my hand gripping tightly ready to assult oh by the way the pencil was super sharp i had poked myself just a cenitmeter and started bleeding yeah.trying to calm down but it kept going on and on…i felt insulted dumbed down embarrased and my privacy breached all combined.only 2more min would have been enough for me to snap and stab one of them(not my friend)the only thing that helped me was thinking of what it would get me in return.later during the other periods i was cheered up when i made a bullseye in archery and my friends laughing with me over funny stuff during lunch…without those 2main things i would have snaped later during the day filled with anger.
May 6, 2010 am31 6:15 pm
@jacob: Always a good thing to pause when agitated Brother. You did the right thing by not playing into their bullshit. Kids teaming up to bully is a sign of their weakness, not yours. Don’t take your best friends reaction personally, he probably just got caught in the dynamics of peer pressure. ~Never let anyone define you young Jedi, stand strong in your truth, and don’t sink to their level by resorting to violence. I know I don’t have to say that as it’s already clear you took the higher road. Well done. Lesson learned, court adjourned!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcjnbIF1yAA
~BeTheChangeYouWantToSee555
May 6, 2010 am31 6:53 pm
thanks that helped me but the thing that almost blinded me with rage is that she asked to use my book and i simply said sorry no then for the next 30min mental warfare
May 7, 2010 am31 10:53 am
Jacob- I have a 17 year old daughter that goes to Bowie High. She has Asperger’s syndrome. She has no friends. She thinks all the kids are immature there and she doesn’t let it get to her. She has glasses and braces. No one makes fun of her because she doesn’t play their games. She is a very special kid. She also see spirits/ghosts in her room and tells them to go to the light. She has a boyfriend and just really doesn’t care what people think of her. She is a bad ass kid. I am lucky that she is my daughter. Have a nice day.
May 7, 2010 am31 4:12 pm
Does the Oil Spill in the Gulf speed up or slow down Mother Earth’s schedule?
May 7, 2010 am31 5:06 pm
I hope it speeds it up Kelia. At the very least let’s give some of the GFLs Light-Ship technology a try and get this show on the road.
May 7, 2010 am31 7:12 pm
@sassy here’s a link to a young lady who has asperger’s also. http://www.youtube.com/user/superlisamcb this is her you tube site i just felt like your daughter might want to talk to someone with the same thing since you said she had no friends plus she sees other beings also. i don’t mean to interfere or anything i just had that awww feeling come over me when you posted #15.
May 7, 2010 am31 7:56 pm
18- Sped, When I first started watching that I thought you were F’ing with me or accidentally posted the wrong link. I was like OMG!!!! Then I read down the side and saw what you are talking about. You had me going. I sent it to my daughter. She watches all kinds of youtube videos so she will probably like that one. Thanks. Having an Aspy kid is definitely different but I wouldn’t trade her for anything. She has taught me a lot. Esther Hicks that channels Abraham tells us that kids like this are here to teach us a lesson. We should be more like them. All their needs are met and they are simply their selves and don’t worry about all the B.S. in life. They are who they are and really don’t worry about your opinion of them. It’s awesome. She is a highly spiritually evolved human being. Like our space family. She will fit right in when they come. I see her go outside and actually talk to and hug the trees. She sees things that I don’t. Sometimes she is too trusting though so I have to watch that. She is overly sensitive. She will cry over nothing. A psychic said she is feeling everybody’s pain for miles around and she needs to shield herself. I agree with that. I clear my chakras with white light and then surround myself with the white light of the holy spirit, the purple light of protection by my angels, the green light of healing and wellness and the pink light to deflect all negativity.
It makes me feel better if nothing else.
May 8, 2010 am31 7:11 am
@sassy everyone here knows i’m a jokester but even ol spedman would not joke about such things. i am sorry i didn’t give you a heads up on the page when you got their. it just didn’t cross my mind is all. my bad.
May 8, 2010 am31 8:39 am
Sped, I hope I didn’t sound like a witch. I said that with a smile on my face.
I am a jokester too and we use sarcastic humor around my house. I didn’t use to but that’s how my husband is and it took me a while to get used to but I finally figured out it’s all in fun. LOL Better than my Ex who was just an ass all of the time.
May 8, 2010 am31 11:16 am
@sassy of course you didn’t sound like a witch. i just wanted you to know i meant no harm by it.
we live off of sarcasm here too. my kids wooo wee i trained them in the jedi sarcasm techniques well, which has come back to haunt me on occasion lol. it took my wife awhile to get used to mine also but now she gives back a lot too. lmao 
