Message from SaLuSa for 12 May 2010

…okay, the GF needs to get here quick

DEAD DOLPHINS WASH UP IN GULF; oil role unclear

HORN ISLAND, Miss. – Federal wildlife officials are treating the deaths of six dolphins on the Gulf Coast as oil-related even though other factors may be to blame

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/37105656/ns/us_news-gulf_oil_spill/?GT1=43001

Thanks Salusa!
“Opportunity that is open to everyone and it is a freewill choice.”
This will be such a challenge for many religious people.I remember,back in the days(15 years ago) when I was indoctrinated they were already considering the possibillity that “in the last days” the appearance of ET’s would be satan’s work.Churches have succesfully indoctrinated people with so much fear.Fear for the devil,fear for God and fear for our galactic family.
But as Salusa says:we need to make allowances for the path others choose…

# 2 : Sickening.There is a nice,dense plane(somewhere around the moon) awaiting such souls where they can review their patethic lifes and experience the feelings of all of their victims over and over again.This is their hell.

Indeed John.This is so remarkable!
It has really started.The cabal’s dirt is emerging for everyone to see,just like the GF and Matthew foretold us.

#1 & #8 :Yes,this is heartbreaking.I can only find comfort in knowing it serves a purpose and those beautifull souls are forfilling their pre-natal contracts…I hope this time around humanity will wake up.

…well these two guy’s contracts weren’t up…my GOD!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Qu9wR03GVA&feature=channel

CNN News – GF Sighting Florida (May 2010)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RkYTbqM460

2012 Event Horizon: Prophecies and Science of a Golden Age, by David Wilcock — Part 4

[Begin watching at 16:00...to the end]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPfuiX3VwYc&feature=channel

Love Actually….is all around!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9PTdoO4LkY&feature=related

MICHAEL JACKSON – Walk Like An Egyptian

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ih3evm8XoSI

The end of the David Wilcock video was excellent. I will need to watch it more than once. Thanks AAR.

in love and light we wade through the night seeking balance and harmony while darkness is always in sight. live now live then live tomorrow without sin. i look at you i look at me and beauty and love is all i see. break away and always be free life’s not so bad when your with me. i love you all and time is our friend so take all you need it’s an illusion you see before you know it all will be right when your light is all that’s in my sight.

Blah Blah Blah Yakkity Smackity…More of the same.

STEVE BECKOW – SaLuSa: “Freedom is Around the Corner”

Before looking at SaLuSa’s May 12th message, I’d like to mention that Suzy Ward has said in an email that Matthew will discuss the recent Deep Horizon oil spill in his upcoming message, expected soon

http://sbeckow.wordpress.com/2010/05/12/salusa-freedom-is-around-the-corner/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrK2YgfjnHo
Wow I see everryone is up early today, good mourning.The link above is titled government insider talks about et’s. Let me know if it any good as I have no access at all for you-tube

Excellent, excellent link Admiral. I just liked reading this message with the comments from Steve.

So I had a dream last night I recieved my jury duty check. The amount was 9 dollars for some reason as it should have been 10. they pay you 5 bucks a day.Anyway when I woke up I didnot think that was a dream I though I opened the check last night. So being broke and already on credit at the local deli i looked on my table and all over but could not find it. At that point I told myself it must have been a dream and I remember coming home yesterday and not even checking my mailbox. Oh well i go off to work. As i was leaving my house I said let me check the mailbox. Lo and behold there was my jury duty check. Yes I could have a decent lunch today and tommorrow is payday. I wonder why in my dream the amount was 9 dollars. I am a lottery nut so I figure hum 9 and the check amount is 10 so pick 3 tonight 910. Now I em even thinking bigger. When I play the big games over a million dollars I usually play the quick pick. I usually look for signs as to what exact time I should take my afternoon break to get a ticket. So back to 919. OK Here is what I figure break up the 9 into 3 and you got 3 Now break up the 10 into 2 and you got 5 put a zero in the middle and bingo 305. I know I have to leavemy desk at 305 to go and get a quick pick and guess what the amount is thats right 3.5 million. also I used to play 305 and 503. Well lunch is on me tommorrow an i pick up my cash.
I know I know I get too crazy with these numbers but what the hell gotta be in it to win it.

#34 yes!!.. I’m feeling like I just have nothing to do anymore and anytime I go on the computer or watch tv I just feel like its not giving me any satisfaction anymore.. I even feel weird readin these forums off the computer screen sometimes… maybe its the electrical energy or whatever that’s messing with me…I’ve tried meditating but that makes me feel all agitated maybe its a sign that deep down that I know something is coming soon, not he gfol’s version of soon I mean actually soon…

Actually Admiral I have been feeling hyper all week. I know what you mean though. I went through a period of always being exhausted with no desire to do anything at all. I have been asking the angels to assisst me in getting back my desire to do things in life and the energy to go along with it. This is taken quite a while but I feel it coming back.
Admiral that is big time ascension symptoms and sooner or later they will go away. I mean when I would feel that way the very act of taking a shower in the mourning would make me feel exhausted.

Nasa ought to get with the program however NASA already knows the truth and takes out all the ufo pictures from their sites.
Hey Admiral try this. Before you go to sleep ask your angel that you sleep well and wake up refreshed and full of energy. Most time that will work for me and like I said I have great energy this week and evon on tuesday as I woke up aroung 345 and could not get back to sleep but felt energetic all day.I am also drinking at least 15 cups of water and sometimes more a day. Dont forget to bless the water

The universe is always doing something to make me LMAO. I was going on break and stopped in the bathroom to wash up. There was someone sitting in the stall whistling something like the amazing grace song. I got on the elevator an d the picture I had of him sittint there and whistling this tume made me LMAO. Now I go outside to smoke a cig. You have to go to the gate area to smoke as they dont allow you to smoke near the building. Now I had just finished reading the message from Mother Mary on the previous post and I could really feel her essence. Feeling her presence I then asked her to join me in anchoring the love light into the center of Lady Gaia. I was at the gate area that is 4 foot wide. Dont ask me why i was in the middle of the gate. Well I close my eyes and felt Mary come to me and started to concentrate on her love coming into me and sending it to lady gaia. Well my arms were starting to rise on their own when i felt a person. There were 2 girls entering the gate at the moment my arms were raising. They must have thought I was kookoo. I just said oh excuse me but I then again started to LMAO. This is the second time i had an incident such as this. I mean a 15 minute break and 2 great laughs. For anyone who thinks if you are spiritual there is no laughter well go review my life as these things happen to me all the time. Makes sense as God is laughter and joy andd so are we. Some of the best medicine is laughter.

Today is Thursday, 13 May, 2010 and I’m here to take Father God’s message for today, and he is saying;

Today is a special day. It is the new moon; and whilst we tend to focus on the full moon from the perspective of energies, there are also characteristics to new moons that deserve our attention. And each new moon brings with it its own character, its own flavour. It reflects the time of year, it reflects the astrological patterns that are active at the time of the new moon, and you could say it heralds in its own way the full moon which follows it.

And many of the ancients used the new moon as a moment to begin a new cycle you could say, to begin to plan what they wished to bring forth in a given month. So they would consider what it was that they wished to, you could say give power to at the full moon and they would plan that at the time of the new moon, so that it could unfold during the month as the full moon approached and then, you could say work on the full manifestation of it during the energies of the full moon. So there is this connection.

The character of the new moon carries a lightness, almost an ethereal character, a freshness, a joy, a sense of new opportunity, a new awakening, like turning a fresh page to begin once more. It is almost like the dawning of spring in a sense, except it happens every month. And so I wanted to give you both a sense of the energies that were involved, plus a sense of how you might work with the energies of the new moon. As with the full moon and with other major energy gateways, the energies of the new moon are active for three days either side of the new moon date and so wherever you are, you are in those energies of the new moon.

So you might like to take some time to envisage what it is you wish to see unfold in this month, to plan what you see happening, to consider what it is you wish to seek to manifest at the time of the full moon and put that in place you could say, with these energies of the new moon, so that it can unfold and mature as the month unfolds. And I assure you that this will have a dramatic impact on the effectiveness of the work that you do when you get to the full moon. So I wanted to take the opportunity of this new moon to just give you this brief message, this gentle message, this ethereal message which, in and of itself carries the energies that are reflective of this beautiful, silvery new moon.

And so it is.

To listen to this message, click on this link – http://www.metatronminutes.net/Father%20God%27s%20Daily%20Messages/Father%20God%20Daily%20Message%2027.mp3

ENERGETIC SYNTHESIS

ES News- May 2010 Transparency

Dear Family,

As we have entered the Full Moon of Taurus leading us into May, this time is esoterically called the “Festival of Wesak” which is the annual planetary cycle that transmits the “Ray Aspect of Illumination” to those whom are receptive to receive impulses from their Higher Self. This Ray Aspect of Illumination is another way to describe the higher intelligence field access we are able to receive when being connected into another dimensional frequency. Higher dimensions hold higher energetic frequencies which emits an “intelligence field”. There are massive multiple layers of “intelligence fields” and humans have the consciousness power (when disciplined or trained to develop these abilities) to build discernment from where the intelligence is being sourced from.

To learn this discernment as a practice is the “Spiritual Initiation” or Integrated Ascension process which has been taught by many of the esoteric Mystery School lineages. Both dark and light intentions can influence the quality of the material, and even distort it from both human ego misuse and Negative E.T. Manipulation. The eventual goal in all cases is “polarity integration” which is about synthesizing lower density patterns into higher frequencies. This is how we evolve to reach the level of energetic intelligence that exists as pure Unity consciousness. Spiritual Initiation through polarity integration IS a part of the Mechanics of Universal Creation and inherent in the physics governing the laws of evolutionary direction that increases and develop consciousness expansion into Unity Intelligence. (Unity Intelligence is synonymous to the Cosmic Christ Principle)

As we evolve into higher initiations of embodiment we are then increasingly able to become more “Transparent” to the external environmental energies. Learning how to become more transparent to the external pressures and energies is a necessary skill at this time. This starts with total neutrality (non judgment) applied to all that is being observed externally. A good practice now is to strengthen and develop your witness consciousness (now moment) to include neutral association to all events, circumstances and situations as best as you are capable. This means you will be less likely to interfere or become entangled with external events that may drain your energy. Protecting your energy field by becoming self contained and inner directed is important at this time. (The 12D shield practice is a primer to this process of learning energetic self containment)

During this time, humanity has an increased access (similar to a broadcast channel) to higher intelligence fields where our Higher Self has a “station of identity” existing at that plane. These current Stellar Alignments greatly assist us in accessing the clarity of communicating with our Higher Aspect or Inner Christ Self. Many of us are being Spiritually Initiated now. (Read more about Wesak here: Wesak Festival)

Blue Lotus Heart Initiate

We have entered the Realms of Spiritual Initiation that activate the next sequence of spiritual bodies and lead humanity into another planetary “Ascension Wave” cycle. This year’s Planetary Ascension Wave is related to the Indigo Crystal Star which when ignited, reconfigures our 6th Chakra, 6th AxiAtonal Line, 6thDNA imprint and its processes that control our” third eye” and higher brain function. It also controls the spin speed of the Indigo dimensional frequencies and how they modulate into our 6th layer lightbody that reconnect the physical body to its soul matrix energies.(the Soul Matrix bodies are 4D-5D-6D) This Indigo Crystal Star is a function of our lightbody and it exists at the Higher Heart Center in the Thymus Gland chakra. This activation deepens the Heart Chakra into fuller expansion as it transforms the heart channels from a 4D green energy layer and into running Aqua to Blue Frequencies. This process is the esoterically named “Blue Lotus Flower” of the Activated Lotus Crystal Heart Lightbody, as described by the Egyptian and Hindu Spiritual Initiation cultures. The reference to the Blue Lotus Flower in Egyptian temple hieroglyphs was referring to the spiritually initiated Human Heart Chakra as a Living Eternal God Crystal Matrix. Many temple carvings depict Egyptians holding a Blue Lotus Flower in their hand. From the Guardian perspective, this symbol was not originally intended to represent the actual “blue flower” being used as a hallucinogen as suggested by some Egyptologists. The sacred oil from the lotus flower was used in high priestess ritual and massaged on the Heart Chakra to represent the initiate’s desire to bloom the “Lotus” residing within the Crystal Heart Matrix. Once the Blue Lotus ignited the Initiate would become eternally connected through the Living Breath of God Source.

January’s News mentions that this is The Year of the Indigo which correlates to the planet’s 6th Dimensional Indigo wave activation and our Blue Ray Star Families returning to the planet this year. This is a specific Guardian Consciousness Planetary Grid Rehabilitation Project that is underway ongoing to support the planet’s awakening Indigo population.

Buried Pressures Erupting

As this is a planetary frequency event, it means that the blockages that exist in the Earth grid accumulate pressure and energetically erupt to shift movement. When new frequency exposures transmit into our planetary field it has to shift its ratio of particle spin to accommodate the changing electromagnetic energies. (The Guardians have described we are merging particle and anti-particle fields and as these particles merge, they create a third particle field which is neutral.) These particles merging also change the electron and proton balance which changes the magnetic field and the “global brain” of our planet. This event collapses timelines (dissolve membranes between dimensional veils) that allow us to visually see or have conscious awareness to events, circumstances or energies we never had a previous awareness of. Simultaneously how these new energies assimilate within our own spiritual and physical body is being revealed to us in personal ways. This has a high impact to influence changes in our personal biorythym, metabolic system, neurochemistry and our eating and sleeping patterns.

It also means that a huge population of Indigo children will also experience these energies as a “pressurized” type of acceleration this year and ongoing.( In all likelihood, the sensory and advanced abilities of a 6thDNA imprinted Indigo that have been previously dormant or latent may begin to activate.) As we are being reconnected again to these frequencies, we begin to remember what was disconnected from us in the past at the cellular memory level. When we feel “cellular memory” it is a recording of a past historical event that creates an influence on the current level of consciousness we experience as our physical self. Yet, these are collective memories of humanity that are surfacing now. These are memories and in many cases trauma, that have been deeply buried in our group unconscious mind and our physical body. Like an accumulated pressure building momentum within an erupting volcano, these deeply buried energies must find a way to release.

We will feel the impact of this event through the lens of which we are more primarily focused within our bodies. Some of us are more orientated to be focused on one layer or more of our four body system: the physical, emotional, mental or spiritual bodies. One or more layers of your body may be feeling the intensity of what is happening now on our planet. As an example, if you process energies mostly at “physical” levels, you probably have been dealing with a lot of mucous congestion, sinus and breathing issues, head and body aches, skin eruptions and viral type symptoms. If you process primarily “emotionally” you may be dealing with anger, sadness, anxiety and behavioral addictions. If you process “mentally” you may be dealing with intruding or possessing thought forms and strange images or dream like visions. If you process spiritually you may be sensing neurological sensations, flashes of color or geometries, and a sensation of energetic compression and expansion happening at the same time in your awareness. And then there are those aspiring Indigos that may be experiencing every layer transmuting as in a process of intense spiritual transformation!

Race Memory Returning

The impact of these reconnecting frequencies is returning lost or previously erased memories of our planetary history to be reclaimed. Since our Species Race Memory is being restored (in sequenced portions) it allows an access to these lost histories in the planetary consciousness field at this time. Many of us are beginning to feel or experience these memories and may not have been having an easy time with these energies.

Most of the Guardian’s facilitation work is about opening the idea to humanity the context that “planetary” energy blockages ultimately become (and are part and parcel of) individual body energy blockages. There is a direct interface link between our individual body, collective human body and the planetary body. No energetic separation exists, only veils that have been simultaneously lifting as we are introduced to higher vibrating dimensions of frequency that open our bodies to become more embodied as our Higher God Self. As we go through Ascension and spiritual initiation our personal bodies become highly sensitized to the planetary shifting. Where we once had no memory or awareness that our body was holding extensive layers of planetary blockages (such as collective human pain or distortions) many of us are not able to fully heal ourselves until we address the “collective” pain issues. The most important way to do this is to find neutrality and de-personalize yourself from being the experience by becoming the “observer”. The more you can hold the “observer” the easier you can shift density patterns into higher patterns of frequency vibration.

One demographic area of the Earth where the Species Race Memory is reconnecting is within the dimensional gateways located in Egypt. Giza, Egypt is the Heart Chakra of our planet and the opening gateway to the Astral Plane. This area of the planet is undergoing many frequency changes that are igniting previously dormant portals. There is a tremendous amount of information returning to the planet in regard to humanities ET related histories. We will start to witness and observe things (such as artifacts) being discovered or revealed to the masses. Some of these artifacts are being hidden or diverted as they clearly impact world religious dogma and the current socially accepted belief systems about humanities origins. The pyramids, which have long been thought of as ancient Egyptian burial chambers are actually designed as “energy” transmitting devices. The Ancient Astronauts (E.T’s) that came to the planet clearly understood that by putting pyramidal structures on top of major planetary vortexes that it had the power to support energetic balance, health and a higher consciousness for the people of the earth. What better vortex to place a series of energy amplification devices than on top of the Heart Chakra of the planet which is located in Egypt? Possibly, our ET ancestors were attempting to help us through a very dark age by amplifying cosmic energies to be received through these pyramids in order to support balancing the planetary body.

We are about to have these energy devices “turned on” of which we have not experienced for the last 5,000 years. June solstice appears to be a timeline that begins transmission of ancient coding and Mother Arc frequencies (The 13th Pillar described last month) throughout more of the planet’s main vortices. This appears to be the beginning of the major restoration of the God Female Balance “energetically” returning to the Earth Body.

Balancing through Cellular Remembrance

When we can comprehend or have a context as to what is happening with us (or our bodies) in most cases the energetic resistance stemming from confusion is released and much relief is experienced by the person on all levels. It has been continually observed that when any level of the four body system is experiencing an unconscious block (such as pain, an implant or ascension symptom) when the mind can participate with its clearing by having a context for what is happening, the block shifts and unravels itself, releasing its “grip” in that portion of the bodies cellular memory. We continually observe blockages being released from layers of the body when an individual reads and participates with this material, as well as releases from the group bodies that participate with this newsletter. If you so feel guided it is suggested to hold that intention before reading each newsletter, that you are willing to go beyond fear and release any obsolete pattern or cellular memory that obstructs your highest expression of Love.

Releasing blockages stemming from cellular memory trauma buried in the bodies is one purpose and mission of the Guardian Consciousness “body of work”. The more we can resonate with our Inner Source (Truth), its vibration sets us free and liberates us from fear. At this time humanity is returning back to Inner Sourcing through the process of Cellular Remembrance.

We are able to regain our consciousness harmony and physical energetic balance by neutrally observing the embedded memories and their “timelines” releasing. The act of observing them from your Higher God Self is the consciousness power to “neutrally” release them.

Reptilian Invasion Timelines

One particular planetary cellular memory unraveling now and surfacing in the mass consciousness fields involves the planetary 5 D Stargate and their 5D timelines related to Reptilian Invasion memories. Cellular memory imbeds in the planetary consciousness field are akin to a timeline of recorded history. Absolutely everything that has ever transpired in the history of consciousness is recorded as cellular memory imbeds in the planetary body. Most of these historical memories were erased or obscured by the Reptilians upon Invasion. The Starseed (gridworker) incarnated here with this mission to rehabilitate the grids can energetically “read” the cellular memory imbeds. Its data stream is recovered similarly as how a market cashier will use a “bar code” reader to scan an item code from the grocery inventory list. It is accessed from the direct cognition of reading energy signatures and this function is a part of the Oversoul and higher lightbody matrix. (The Oversoul Matrix is the 7D-8D-9D Bodies) More Starseeds are awakening to “read” these “timelines” however most of us do not realize what we are accessing and shut it down from fear. So many of us are indoctrinated into the 3D mind control system which limits our ability to allow ourselves to open our mind and actually LOOK at what we are seeing or sensing. Becoming neutral is highly effective as if you do not assign a value to what you are witnessing it allows attunement to a deeper connection of accessing energy or “memory’.

Reptilian Invasion memories are a part of humanities unconscious “Seed Fear” which is translated here and exploited for mass control in the 3D physical world as “Terrorism. From the Guardian Perspective, there is an orchestrated rehabilitation program being applied to these areas of the earth grid from severe damage. As the Planetary Stargate 5th dimensional frequencies have reached certain levels of access from Guardian grid repair, (last year’s project was the start of 5D portal and false umbilicus repair work) we are then able to access cellular memory imbeds that were hidden in those areas of the planet’s field. That means the memory of what transpired or was holographically inserted into the time matrix as a false memory can be “read”.

What was artificially holographically inserted by the Reptilian races in the Planetary 5th dimensional Stargate holds timeline memories that changed our bodies and subsequently damaged our genetic code. This is an event that changed the direction of the human race, began the introduction of organized religion as a political control machine, and disconnected us entirely from the “mother” life force of our planet approximately 5,000 years ago. This timeline event is similar to understanding that it was the beginning of humanities group Inner Christ “Crucifixion”. We became blocked from connecting to the frequency of our God Parent, and our subsequent pain was immense.

Each level of our Internal Planetary Stargate system has a white hole opening and a black hole counterpart that functions similar to the phenomena science calls a wormhole. (These Internal Stargates have been sealed and closed off by Guardians since 2005 to circumvent various possible Controller Enslavement Agendas) The Original Inner Templar 5D Stargate white hole opening (particle time fields) is in Machu Picchu and its black hole counterpart (anti-particle time fields) is in Vatican City, Rome, Italy. Vatican City is a hot spot at this time as it is a main source of this Reptilian Invasion memory revealing and its subsequent impact to influence a false “Crucifixion “story upon humanity. This is the timeline that is surfacing now and its impact may be felt intensely. This will begin to change the Roman Catholic Church’s governing organization and more of what has been hidden in the Vatican vaults will become public knowledge.

The impact of this “invasion” deteriorated the function of our human bodies immunity, glandular and organ system function and blocked the Mother God Aspect from connecting into the Earth Core. It was the groundwork being laid into the planet by the Controllers that are referred to as the “Inner Christ” Crucifixion Implants. Our planet and the human race incarnated upon it, were now fully stapled to the earth grid (via Crucifixion Implants on our 7D AxiAtonal Line) unable to achieve organic ascension and liberation from reincarnation. We could not feel our God Source connection any longer, nor our connection to our Mother and female principles of balance. We now begin to change this “crucifixion” event by becoming aware that it happened so we can repair and heal it. This requires that Vatican City reveal to us what has been hidden and become accountable for its actions. This is starting to unravel the healing process and will be a huge Guardian grid repair project in 2011-2012.

The pain being felt from this “crucifixion” memory is highly charged in the mass consciousness fields at this time. Most people feel the intensity of what is transpiring however have no context to understand what they are actually feeling and where it is sourcing from. This confusion exacerbates lower impulses in behavior as people act out these energies without any sense of self control. More of the phenomena of “thought-form possession” are happening in the masses of unconscious people now.

It is important at this time to learn how to becomeTransparent to these external energies. Do not attach or make judgment on any external behavior, only observe and hold peace inside yourself. We are traversing some major phases of growth which require we witness what has happened to our race so that we can become aware and choose to heal and change. The change starts from within us

We are in this together and until next….Stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your hearts and each other.

Dolores Cannon : “Convoluted Universe” [newer interview]
Los Angeles, April 2010

[Interview is 1 hour, 17 mins. long. I recommend at least watching from 57:45 to 1:06:15, for obvious reasons]

http://projectcamelotproductions.com/interviews/dolores_cannon/dolores_cannon.html

Admiral craking me up even the headlines emergency beer kit.

Again I cant watch myself but I thought you guys might be interested. You have to see this a cheap, abundant and inexpensive answer to the oil spill yet as we have all seen the clean up needs to be extremely expensive and usually inefficient or the gov wont use it. It is all about contracts and money.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5SxX2EntEo&feature=player_embedded

Something I have come to FEEL as truth from within me….not just have as ‘head-knowledge’….is that the interactions between us all ARE NOT PERSONAL, but rather VIBRATIONAL!!!

I’ve seen it time and time again, that when something “rubs me the wrong way”, I HAVE ATTRACTED it to me vibrationally (because ONLY that which is a vibrational match to something that IS IN my vibration can show up for me). I have also attracted it to me to help me wake up to something. I have been able to see that ME UNCONSCIOUSLY HANGING ONTO THE KIND OF THINKING that leads me to judging ANYTHING, NO LONGER SERVES ME. In owning the creations that show up to me in my life (thereby owning me AS the creator of my own life), I see that by me pointing my finger at ANYONE ELSE perpetuates the illusion that I am not the creator of my life. This means that I am still not free of the illusion (and thus, the brainwashing from THEM) in the NOW moments of my everyday life….and THAT lack of freedom, is created BY MY UNCONSCIOUS CHOICE!!

I have come to realize that I CAN point my finger at “THEM…THE BAD GUYS, OUT THERE” all I want to…..I mean, it IS my choice. But, by doing so, THAT choice has me JOINING FORCES WITH THEM, VIBRATIONALLY. This is because the vibration of separation is still the vibration of separation…which is ultimately exclusionary, and ultimately, violent!!! My integrity tells me I can no longer get away with arguing that the DEGREE of my level of separation is better than the DEGREE of “theirs…out there” (and that includes ‘the dark hats’, an x-significant other, a relative, the store clerk, etc).

So, bottom line, I realize that the “default” consciousness that we all are plugged into while in duality is that of the sense of separation. That is why I have talked so much in the past of saying the Big Yes to consciously choosing the True Self that we each already are (our “I” who is EXPERIENCING duality). This in turn means consciously choosing to awaken to, and live from, the highest and truest destiny we are ultimately meant to live out…..after all, that IS WHY any of us are actually experiencing duality in the first place!! And so, because I AM COMMITTED to living the truth of oneness and love to the best of my ability each day, now when I feel my default consciousness trying to talk me into judging a situation, (or a person, or pointing my finger to something out there), in that moment, I recommit to my Big Yes to own my own reality in that moment. Always, when I do this, I feel instant humility and out of that comes a more open heart, and the result is that I have just created another miracle on my road to awakening to my whole, true Self! And why is that? Because I am the creator of my own experience and life. And, because it IS all vibrational!! Loving vibrations of oneness create “miracles”; we/they vibrations of separatism create more of the same! It is what it is, regardless of how the default setting may have me believe that my unconscious righteousness is “right” and valid.

I AM A CREATOR OF LOVE AND ONENESS BECAUSE I CONSCIOUSLY CHOOSE TO BE CONSCIOUS OF THE TRUTH OF WHO I AM, while in duality.

I have finally realized that I did not choose to come to duality to change duality. I came to duality to finish my lessons and karma here, allowing me to wake up. I also came to allow all of my illusions in duality to crumble, while holding the whole kit-n-kaboodle in a loving heart space, endeavoring to always keep in mind that love is all there REALLY is, no matter what the appearance may APPEAR to be telling me.

I am allowing duality to be just as it is. I am open to being shown how to love it ALL, and to allow IT to wake me up. This is what graduating from duality requires, and I intend to receive my Masters degree soon. I can feel the rest of my destiny calling to me….very loudly, and I ALWAYS answer the call of my true, precious Self.

I encourage each of you to feel, listen for, and commit to, the call that I KNOW you hear, from the quiet space of your true, precious Self. THAT is the ONE you will never have to question!

@DRAGO 45 thanx for that post bro that was a very interesting read.

MEDIA – Astronaut Demands Obama Release The ‘Alien UFO Files’

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hmvuZHKQZaM&feature=related

AAR #53 Beautifully put, couldn’t have said it better. Thank you.

Fergi 30…lol, that’s enough to make your head spin…we’ll add this to it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvgN5gCuLac

Fergie@30. That’s it, right there. In one sumnation all of my angst and frustrations over life in our capitalistic America. Well stated. Thank you.
Sick in bed the last day and a half. Sleep and more sleep. I don’t get sick often. The rest and break from my work world has me feeling better again.

you must have stayed at a holiday inn recently admiral

…nope Sped, I got the frig’n spider bite on my patio…and the sucker bit me twice…what an ass hole!

Hi Admiral….
You know how I feel about there not being any “accidents” in life, so I went “digging” for some spider information for you. Maybe the “ass hole” spider bit you TO GET YOUR ATTENTION about something?? Here’s what I found, for what it may be worth.

SPIDERS : Spiders are a little like snakes in that they usually refer to something bad in your life. They will usually refer to some situation where you feel trapped or stuck. Perhaps you dislike your job and wish to move to something more interesting. Perhaps you feel stuck in a relationship. Just think of those emotions about being caught in a spiders web. Where do you feel that same sense in real life or been unable to move.

QUESTIONS to help you make associations(pick the one that makes most sense to you)
- Do you feel stuck in some relationship?
- Are there some responsibilites that are holding you back?
- Do you feel unable to escape some situation or relationship?
- Are you wanting to make a decision but unable to right now?
- Do you feel trapped right now?

KEY WORDS : Stuck, trapping, depression, lack of freedom, responsibilities holding you back, unable to escape, wary(write down some quotes that capture your key feelings on issues that have been dominating your mind. Then see if any of these words could appear in those quotes)

KEY PHRASES(Pick a quote which captures your feelings right now. Think especially of the day before the dream) :
- “I feel trapped in depression”
- “My family will just not let me have my freedom”
- “I don’t feel she can ever escape from this situation she has got herself in”
- “This problem is dominating all aspects of my life”
- “I feel trapped in my job”
- “I have not got the freedom to do that because of my responsibilities”
- “I am just stuck here”
- “I feel unable to make a decision”

awwww dang and i had just thought up a name for ya “the dahli momma” oh well i appreciate all ya do for us sis as i’m sure everyone else does.

hey galactic dudette i was thinking. ( hmmm now i know why my head hurts) .. i sure wish you would post your thoughts on things here. i bet you could help out a lot of people too. “share the knowledge sister”

well alrighty then woo hoo. hmmmm post and spam would make a nasty sandwich.

eeek anchovies “oh my” i have never heard anything good about those lol… maby if i hold my nose or someone double dog dared me i would eat one

lol oh no “the triple dog dare” well a feller can’t back away from that. that is such a great movie. ya can’t help but watch it every christmas. TNT shows it like a million times lol

wow!!! for real? jeeze your right anything for a buck.lol i admit though i have a football version of monopoly which i rule at i might add lol

ahhh yard sales always find some good deals there lol my wife lives for them. wow that’s some old pieces probbly worth a lot more than you paid for it. and yeah ya gotta be shrewd at the game but i take it easy on the youngins when the family plays. but when me and my sisters play the gloves come off lol. their pretty good too hard to get them to wanna trade. we change the rules a little too we always start by putting $1500 in the center and the first one to land on free parking gets it plus we double up for landing on go.

@Robin #58: Thank you, I appreciate it Right back at you, brother!