Sai ram … my beloved ones.
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So happy to be here and to write something. I don’t have anything to say about myself. I want to share what I feel today. When ever I visit this site and read messages of our ever loved SaLuSa, I become so happy. And today once again he filled my heart with joy. At last I’m certain that my ‘truth’ is at my doors waiting for me to hug him. My Guru, the all mighty,all respected and every ones love, my dearest friend Sri Sathya Sai Baba had promised me ‘Moksham’ (Liberation) and WOW! my friends what wonderful moments are waiting for me. I don’t know what is ‘Liberation’ but I believe that all pains ends there and there will be a fulfillment of bliss, knowledge and love. I don’t know for how many people I should thank for at this moment. For every one who cared me and for all those worlds which brought me up to these moments . This ‘Liberation’ is the dream or desire of each and every being. One may be aware and may not be aware of it but we all wish for it and we all have the same destiny. We all will rejoin our great father one day. We are made for it. And what great moments that will be ! Being detached from that ‘truth’ for so much of eons, wandering through several births and deaths and then finally when we meet our ‘truth’ , our creator ………WOW! Can we ever express these moments with words. Many have experienced these moments and many more to experience but sure that one day every one will unite with that eternal Love. I regret for the days where I ignored that eternity who was waiting for me like a mother for her child to return home. I have descended to this level because of my own foolishness. I was running for joy,power,security and love but the ‘truth’ who possessed all these was waiting for me all the time. I never turned towards my love until now… I regret for those moments.
We all dreams about place or jobs that we will have after our ascension. They are all great thoughts. But I dreams about serving this cosmos. To serve my dear creator with all love. When I attain my ‘Liberation’, then my pains and confusions and ignorance are over. Then it is heaven for me every where. I want to serve. I will follow my Swami’s words. I will choose place as my Swami decides,which he feels appropriate for my service. How wonderful it will be when every creation in this cosmos will attain ‘Liberation’ ! We call the upcoming days as Golden era of Sai. What should we call those days when every soul will merge with the truth !
Sai ram.


