I’m Feeling Discouraged :(
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Hey all,
I’m not feeling too great. For some reason for the passed 10 days I’ve spent a massive amount of my free-time studying who we are as humans, and the greatness to come. Unfortunately, the Dark Ones are still very powerful, and this frightens me…
I’m supposed to go downtown on 11-11-11 and speak out about Ascension, and I will be isolated in this motive, and I already have a feeling I’m being spyed on because of my high-knowledge of the Dark Ones, (It wouldn’t surprise me if they read every last thing I do on the internet.)
I feel like if I go downtown and isolate myself with my opinions, it gives the dark ones even more of a reason to put me in a “car accident” or a “drive-by shooting” (I live in Cincinnati…in the top ten cities for murder already) as an accident to go-ahead and kill me off.
As badly as I want to speak out to everyone, I am fearing what they will do to me. They target intelligent individuals about the subject of their dark-deeds.
I’m seeking answers…I’m sincerely asking the GFoL to give me an answer in my dreams tonight if I should even go down there on the 11th and support our movement
It upsets me that they surveil every last thing I do, Duke Energy as i type is probably telling them I’ve been on the computer studying for a couple hours, and they will use the Patriot Act to surveil exactly what I’ve been doing…
What should I do?
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November 6, 2011 pm30 9:39 pm
I’m not sure if you have ever read or heard of “The Law of Attraction” but a book by Esther and Jerry Hicks called “The Law of Attraction” might help you with things now and in the future they also have a few other great books that can be found at the local bookstore like Barnes and Nobel. Good luck and always know you are never alone. All ways think positive thoughts.
Love and Light always!
November 7, 2011 pm30 4:44 am
Thank you kindly for your support. Yes i know about the law of attraction, but i havent read the book. I know its true though because a high percentage of my thought process is ascension and the annuaki, i knew about the annuaki first and i studied their subliminal messages almost obsessively. I dont fear death, just the fact that i support others before myself, and id feel selfish if they took me away from the people that need me in their life, right now. I remember having bizarre dreams last night…but nothing significant to my situation that i recall. Maybe in my subconscious theyll give me the answer that i desire if i should go down there and be the info warrior that i was meant to be. Again thanks for your support, i always know i can turn to the kind souls of this website.
November 7, 2011 pm30 7:16 am
I’m glad Merlin referred to the Law of Attraction in response to your post. I would remind you that your fears are feeding into that which you are calling to yourself via this Universal law.
Perhaps the understanding that you are doing the work of the Light, and are surrounded by protection and Love would suffice to carry you through this experience. Seeing yourself as successfully opening new hearts to the opportunities which are presently available to those who choose may serve you better than worrying about some trouble from the Dark side.
The Light is infinitely more powerful, and the Dark must ultimately flee its presence. You carry the power within you.
As always, we must choose betwen Love or its opposite, which is fear. Given that fear is an illusion, there truly is only One Truth – Love.
As Esther Hicks often says in closing, “There is great Love for you here.”
November 7, 2011 pm30 9:56 am
I’d look at those thoughts as pure and simple paranoia, simply another aspect of the mind’s play. Thoughts are like clouds, they arise, drift across the mind’s field, and then drift away again. Only if we grasp onto them and focus on them, such as seizing onto a fearful thought, do they start to grow into more than just ephemeral vapors.
Let your fear be just that, let it pass through and dissipate.
The dark ones probably aren’t monitoring everything you are doing. Or if they are, then it’s nothing new, and nothing to be overly concerned about.
November 7, 2011 pm30 7:05 pm
Don’t give the dark any more of Your power! Lots of the readings are now suggesting that the cabal is on its last legs; their power bases are shattered, their finances frozen, their numbers dropping: they don’t know which panic button to hit next. I don’t think they have the capabilities they once had (if they ever had those in the first place–remember, all is smoke & mirrors). They aren’t worried about ‘small-fry’ like us. They may mess with Beckow’s or Wilcock’s sites … or not–who knows? Don’t worry; do what your heart is telling you to do, & don’t let your mind mess with your heart!
November 7, 2011 pm30 10:51 pm
If you only ‘know’ of your ‘true’ heritage of love and of light, and that you are the sum and the part of the divine consciousness, you have at present only the understanding and awareness of the fractal self, and have forgotten your larger ‘whole’.
There is ultimately NO DEATH, your other fractal self may ‘kill’ you in this illusory ‘play’ that we all take part, but once you die your physical death, you will become once more – being complete, perfect and whole.
If you have problem relating or to accept what I’ve said above, take time and watch this video, don’t allow your ego-ic mind to over power your divine nature, our ego is there to remind us what is ‘NOT’, it is a good guide and a friend, don’t treat it and to make it your MASTER.
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D6qSEi_sfaSU&h=iAQG2MLK5AQHOG0mpJYricpKwfA38pTPLipe9o1-pioy1tw
Love, light and peace. Namaste
November 8, 2011 pm30 4:45 am
Thank you all for your reassurance. And youre right, we are “small fry” theres millions out there that know about the illuminati now..just about every mainstream music video on youtube has comments about the illuminati on their songs. I think im going to do it…but do you think its bad in my paper that im handing out i briefly mentioned their intentions to annihilate 95% of the population? I didnt mention the name “illuminati” but i did mention that above, but focused greatly on how ascension works…as much as i could, on 2 minut pages. Im going to make a post of the paper i wrote, maybe you guys could let me know what you think of it. I will take constructive critisism into consideration. I love you all, dearly.
November 9, 2011 pm30 2:11 pm
Might want to eliminate the actual percentage (95%) as that number is overwhelming–I still have problems wrapping my mind around this concept; it’s just too evil. Perhaps you can word this as “eliminating a vast percentage” of the population & acknowledge how horric the idea is.