Dreams
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It’s been a while, and finally I decided to take my time and make an account. I have been following this website for a while. Everyone almost has something comforting to say, or rather something to say to clear the fuzziness that may confuse some of us. Perhaps I can clear my mind from my own questions by getting some objective possible explanations from some of you.
I usually cannot remember my dreams, I have trouble sleeping most of the time and I find myself to be awake almost every night at 2:11 am. Recently I cannot recall any dreams of any importance, but around 11-11-11 …few months before and precisely a week before I had reoccurring dreams of mass landings/visits. I was a child in my dream, walking with my mother to her friends house. My reoccurring dream changed as I kept seeing it, but only slightly. I held a toy, a stuffed animal of some sort in my hand and I walked with her. When we arrive at her friends house, she goes in to have tea or something and I stay outside. Watching her from the window. In my dream I’m about 10, roughly. and I stand there watching her for a few moments then I find myself walking down the sidewalk. Weather is great, but somewhat cloudy. Not dim, but bright. The sky is navy blue and white fine clouds are passing as I walk. Leaves are being kicked by my and then I look up. When I do, I feel as though the galaxy is looking back at me. There is crafts shaped in forms of star consolations, swirls and designs. Hovering above me. I begin to walk faster, I’m walking to see them, and I tell myself “they’re finally here, they’re here and I see them ” With my attempt to move past the clouds, my walk continues and I get lost trying to see them. I wake.
I had this dream about 4 times, never paid any attention to it. I discussed it with my sister and it suddenly hit me.. maybe it’s a sign. Maybe it’s something to get me up and moving.
After my talk with my sister, I had the same dream, slightly different yet so similar in so many ways. This time I attempted to get my mother to come out and see. She simply ignored me and continued to chitchat with her friend. I woke.
This too was discussed and I begin to wonder why I kept having this same dream, only to be slightly different.
My last dream with this same dream was reeking of chaos and fear.
It was me walking down the same path, but I found myself older. Walking into a room where there is discussions of chaos, control, ‘alien takeover’ strangers talking and screaming. Fear was everywhere. I sat at the head of the table, observing. Somewhat frightened at what was happening outside. I found a girl I didn’t know stepping out. As people screamed in panic and chaos, I told them to be calm. I tried to reassure them that all would be okay, still with the fear of I may be wrong. I may not be able to fully help. As I was taking control of assembling this group of chaos to calm. The girl I didn’t know stepped out of the room. When I chased after her, she stood in front of a craft. Massive, giant craft that was stationed right outside the room I was in. I yelled at her to not go closer, but she ignored me and did. Suddenly as she reached the craft. She fainted. Like sudden death had taken her. The awkward part was. I stood there with a slight smile and the conscious thought of ‘ She’s awake now ‘ The fear and chaos that was running through my head was suddenly clear. I still don’t understand what was clear or how it was.What it meant for her to waken. Her physical body was before the craft, yet somehow I knew she was alright. it’s quiet confusing when your head battled for what’s right and your heart tells you different. My head in my dreams screams I’m wrong, most of the time.. to walk away, hide. My heart, or feelings usually tell me it’s alright, it’s going ot be alright. . Any insight on this? Any thoughts? Anyone else having dreams? I’ve had several dreams that I failed to jot down when I woke up. Usually they’re very vivid and clear for the first 2 – 3 minutes and suddenly it gets fuzzy and I can no longer recall. My dreams became short, some blank nights and others unable to sleep because of such. If I have any new dreams related to what is happening around us I’ll be sure to post.. Please, if you feel there might be a connection or something you can describe or tell me I’ll be glad to hear it. PS: Excuse my grammar and spelling… It’s late I don’t really care I just wanted my mind cleared and my dreams out somewhere aside my head. Thanks



February 4, 2012 am29 2:06 pm
Hey There Almostawake. Thank you for your post. It’s great to hear about the battles going on within others. I can assure you that you are not alone. Even those who are not awake and seem to have no idea what’s about to happen have these battles going on within. My guess is that most just ignore it as stress, moods, a bad meal, or other external issues that have previously caused stirrings within them in the past.
I know within myself in a way that I can not seem to explain to anyone else without sounding crazy that thing are about to change. There is a major event on the horizon. I also know without a doubt that it is for the good. I have no fear only excitement and anticipation for these events to unfold.
I also had a dream on 11-11. In my dream there was something that came over the whole world. In my dream it was a thunder and rain storm. This storm brought tremendous fear to those who carried guilt and shame and tremendous joy to those who carried absolute Love and trust. The dream was so real that when I awoke I was hesitant to check the internet because I thought there was the possibility of news from all over the world of widespread panic. Later I realized that this was only a sign of things to come.
Previous to 11-11, maybe a week before I had a dream that was so real It still feels like it was real. I could describe things in the dream in the same way I could describe my childhood home if someone was to ask me details. In this dream I was taken by a being through some hallways, stairs, and corridors until I found myself on the patio of a home on another planet. Two beings, not the one who led me there, approached me cautiously, not knowing how I might respond to them…fear or excitement. As they came near I smiled and embraced them. As soon as this occured portals started opening up all over and the place was suddenly filled with beings of all shapes and sizes from all different planets. They all seemed eager to meet me. I met them with Love and I was received with Love. Tremendous Love! I was given a tour and shown a little about how things work on the planet. I wanted to stay there. It was the most magnificent place where everyone was happy and fulfilled. There was no money but love enabled them not to need a currency. The creator himeself was very present there and seemed to be at the center of it all. I so look forward to visiting there soon.
It can be challenging living life now. Not because I’m not happy, excited, and at peace, but because I find having deep relationships can be difficult when I have this knowing of what is about to occur. I’ve tried to share my thoughts with those around me and I’m often met with fear or concern. Not about what I’m saying but fear and concern for my mental stability. So I’ve learned for now to love everyone and serve everyone who comes into my path in any way I can. I carry a peace and confidence that confuses people as does my life choices.
I’m not working right now but instead volunteering doing something I love. I’ve taken out all my saving and although I’m living extreamly simply I have enough to carry me through the end of the year if need be. I know I will not need enough to carry me through the end of the year but perhaps just a few months.
My only concern is not knowing exactly what I could be doing to help more. I’ve considered taking it to the streets and speaking on a street corner. I’ve considered just walking the streets and having conversations with whoever will listen, I’ve considered starting a blog or youtube channel. None of these resonate with me too strongly. But As soon as everything starts to unfold I will leap into action and I know there will be much to do. Mostly with friends and family first followed by wherever else I’m led to.
We are living in a most exciting time. Like I said before I know within my being that without a doubt there is a major event or events on the horizon. We who are awake only need to be at peace with no fear as we comfort those around us. Think about it this way. If you are trapped in an elevator and everyone is panicking there will be chaos. But if there is just one person in there smiling and assuring everyone it will be ok it will bring the everyone peace. That’s how the light works. You can look into someone’s eyes and see how genuine they are. Words are one thing but if your friends and family can look into your eyes and see your absolute joy, excitement, and confidence as these events unfold they will undoubtedly take on that assurance because they want to be reassured. They will want to believe. So the more you trust and believe the more powerful your light will shine.
I hope my words were helpful
Shine on
February 4, 2012 am29 5:35 pm
both extreme versions of the dream could represent what used to be your view of how it should happen and then how it migth really happen.